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I'm so sorry I haven't updated. I've been really really busy. I'll make up for it in this entry.
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
   
I'm torn between silence and violent expression,
tired of believing everyone wants to care.
we saw the west coast, I saw the hospital.
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I killed myself from the inside out....</3.
Tell her you think shes AmAzInG. Tell her why you think shes so amazing.Play with her hair.Talk to her in movie theatres. Snuggle, Hold her hand, and lightly kiss her.Pick her up and pretend youre going to throw her in the river; she'll scream and fight you but secretly, she'll love it.Hold her hand and walk. Hold her hand and run. Just hold her hand. Pick flowers from other peoples YaRdS and give them to her. Tell her she looks beautiful. Introduce her to your friends as "The most amazing girl I know''. Sit in the park and talk to her. Take her to the library, ice skating, playgrounds, and coffee shops. Tell her dirty jokes. Tell her stupid jokes...Whatever it takes to make her LaUgH.Write poems about her.Walk with her, even if its just around the block. Throw pebbles at her window at night. surprise her. do things that make her smile, make her laugh, and make her want to kiss you right on the face.be spontaneous.When she starts yelling at you, tell her you love her.Give her back rubs. Play mud football with her. Play in the snow with her.Let her fall asleep in your arms.Call her... even if its just to say hi. Call her back if she calls you. Jump on the bed with her. Sing to her, no matter how bad you are. Carve your names into a tree.Get her mad, then kiss her.Push her on swings.Give her piggy-back rides. Stay up with her all night. Leave her little unexpected notes.. on the car, or on her door, or in her locker saying how much she means to you. Take her to romantic places and lay out blankets to look at the stars* Make up nicknames for eachother.Show up at her school or class unexpectedly.Send flowers and dorky notes that only you two understand.Teach her guitar. Lend her your cds. Make her cds of songs that remind you of her.Write her letters. If she asks you to go to a show with her, go, even if it means a 5 hour car trip. Go out on a road trip even if theres no destination or you cant be gone long.Take her to cool shops, and let her take you to even cooler ones.Listen to her favorite songs. When shes sad or sick, hang out with her or stay on the phone with her, even if shes not saying anything. Buy her ice cream. Let her take all the pictures of you she wants.Look into her eyes.Slow dance with her, even if the music is fast. Make her a romantic dinner for special days. Remember dates.. even ones like your first kiss or date and surprise her on the anniversary.Kiss her in the rain. Kiss her in the snow... Kiss her when she least expects it.When you fall in love with her, tell her.<3
She Looks in the mirror
as she puts on her makeup
and realizes that she's just
painting on her own character.
i think i'll go {-anti-love-}
who really needs it?___
butterflies in the tummy
hearts skipping beats
_____that can't be safe
Just cut yourself up like cheap coupons and say death was on sale...
When I look into your eyes ; the tears form slowly, knowing I can't be with you makes everyday ;
my [ n i g h t m a r e ]
I don't wanna get inside your mind or your pants, I don't wanna waste my time with love and romance.. I want my next Ex-Girlfriend.
her world fell apart that night.
she took her life.
I spend my nights dead face down on my floor
but the drugs aren't really working anymore
the nights are mostly just depressed
from staring at my open chest
I'm bleeding and I'm heartless, but I'm yours.
she held her locket in her hand
I loved it with all my heart
inside laid a note.
'I'm- I'm sorry, k' & there she laid
she took her life. leaving me behind.
Somebody asked if I knew you.
I just laughed & said "Nah, I used to."
xxoo
- Bree.
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I love you guys.
    <--Ahhh Gerard!
   
   
   
   
   
you say you hate me and you say you dont care but you’re just a two faced liar. ..or maybe I'm just wanting you to be.
I hate how we brokeup and I didn't care until I saw you with her. I hate how I didn't hurt until you talked about other girls. I hate how we hardly speak anymore, and I hate how you probably don't care anymore, if I'm in your life or not.
How do you tell someone you love them,
Without being nervous inside?
How do you tell someone you will miss them,
Without breaking down to cry?
How can you try and try,
While the spirits inside you die?
How can you say that you will always stay,
Without really knowing the way?
How can you tell the one you love that you are dieing,
Without breaking down and crying?
Don't blame me for falling in love
with you because you’re the one
who [ t r i p p e d ] me.
You know they don't care when they don't even ask why you're crying.
Dear Diary,
Remind me to never judge how
well I know a person, cuz the 1
person I thought I knew best,
-i don't even know anymore-
I look at you but you are looking at her
I guess im nothing but a blurr </3
these s.c.a.r.s on my w.r.i.s.t.s are proof that people like you do exist...
so cut me up like paper
& tape me back into. . .
something beautiful x3
No one ever told me I was pretty when I was a little girl.
All little girls should be told they're pretty, even if they aren't.
xxoo
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| No icons today, sorry. I couldn't find any good ones. =/
I love you guys. <33333333333.
It's sad to think you'll never be mine.. but it's sadder to realize..
I knew this the whole time..
A lonely girl sits in her room.
The thoughts and memories are still in her head.
The very last words to her he said
"I think we're better off friends."
While she's thinking
"I think I'm better off dead."
Everyone asks me why I like a guy like you who ignores me, rejects me, & confuses me.
I wish I could answer them.
What's the point of smiling, if there's no one to smile for?
A girl and a guy can be just friends, but at one point or another they will fall for each other. Maybe temporarily, maybe at the wrong time, maybe too late, or maybe . . just maybe . . forever.
you might just think of me as
some girl
but im the girl who took
one look at you
and fell harder for you then I've
ever fallen
for anyone in my
entire life.
Maybe I'm not over him.
But then again..maybe I don't want to be.
She's smiling, is she happy?
She looks happy...but it doesn't matter.
Let me tell you something - not everything is as it seems.
I've come to the point in my life where nothing matters anymore and the things I used to care for aren't worth fighting for.
It's sad how someone you know, can become someone you knew.
The one guy that deserves you, is the one that think's he doesn't.
It kills me to look at you, and see that you're staring at ||her.||
She s m i l e s, she laughs, she makes it seem like everything is alright. But really, inside, she's crying, she's SCREAMING, she's in pain.
When you walk into a crowded room full of people, I want to be the first person you look for.
Every guy always asks me
"What does he have that I don't?"
And I reply
"My heart." [<-- me.]
I don't think you're leaving. I think you're running. And what I can't figure out is, are you running towards something you want? Or are you running away from something you're afraid to want?
Love;
- Bree.
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You guys rock so much for commenting. I love you all. <3.
Love;
- Bree.
 <-- I made that, mofos!
 
   
   
   <-- Soo.. fucking.. hot....... okay calm down Bree..
   
   
 <-- Buddy = God.
Dont use e.x.c.u.s.e.s
dont ask (why)
its just a [b.r.e.a.k.d.o.w.n]
it happens all the *time*
so get outta my {face}
dont even t r y
you wanna help me
(.j.u.s.t. l.e.t. m.e. c.r.y.)
You are always there to point out my mistakes
and then shove them in my face.
People say i have a perfect life...
...I say they have a great imagination </3
Every scar you have, tells a story.
The times when you fell off your bike, the time when you scraped your arm
while climbiinq that tree |||| or the time when * he * broke _ your _ heart___x3
i'm outside of your window with my radio
you are the only station. you play the song
i know.____x3 you are the song i know
and everything was [ perfect ]
untill you decided i [ wasn't ] </3
[( LiVE )] for the momments - - -.
You can`t put into [( W0RDS )]
when you get lonely just remember - you're the one who let me go. </3
I wanna push you into oncoming traffic
--but then i realize -- I'd kill myself trying
to save you.
E v e r y Fairy Tale
Tells A L i E
Well I thought you would listen,
but im shattered like broken glass.
Well I thought that we would be different
yah, i thought we would last<3
I will not be broken,
though I am the one that bleeds.
here we go again, with mixed signals
&& second thoughts..<3
life doesnt hurt until you realize how much things have changed.. who you've lost, and about how much of it was your own fault ...
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<-- For Melsome.
<-- For SC.
